18-05-2025, 02:54 PM
Its so hard... and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Well my exception to that is the Manager of the rest home.. She is such a horrible Uncaring person that she deserves to end up living that Life, in a home with a manager who doesn't care. I call that karma.
Seeing Bobbie and now Carmen who is doing exactly what Bobbie did is Hard. I couldn't imagine it in my family. But if I had to guess one that would have it. Id say my twin, just from the fact that he has done most of the illegal drugs around and I know his brain has suffered from it.
I dont miss visiting them. But I was always pleased I didn't know Bobbie, especially when she was good. I didnt have the same feelings of her being lost cos I didnt know her before it started happening.
Oddly I've been so stupid mentally the last couple of months that it does scare me a little. But Im putting it down to just being soo tired.
It is easing tho..
Baking completed.. the Oven now its working properly is lovely to bake in. Nothing burnt. And the scones I made for my latish lunch were the best I've made in a long time... Might have been the Mozzarella and Parmesan... lol
Im going out to see Dianne tomorrow so will ice the Afghans later and take a selection of the baking out as a thank you for all they have done for me.
Seeing Bobbie and now Carmen who is doing exactly what Bobbie did is Hard. I couldn't imagine it in my family. But if I had to guess one that would have it. Id say my twin, just from the fact that he has done most of the illegal drugs around and I know his brain has suffered from it.
I dont miss visiting them. But I was always pleased I didn't know Bobbie, especially when she was good. I didnt have the same feelings of her being lost cos I didnt know her before it started happening.
Oddly I've been so stupid mentally the last couple of months that it does scare me a little. But Im putting it down to just being soo tired.
It is easing tho..
Baking completed.. the Oven now its working properly is lovely to bake in. Nothing burnt. And the scones I made for my latish lunch were the best I've made in a long time... Might have been the Mozzarella and Parmesan... lol
Im going out to see Dianne tomorrow so will ice the Afghans later and take a selection of the baking out as a thank you for all they have done for me.
They told me I couldn't, so I did.!!