You can never have enough...

[popeye333]

Been an odd day.

I should have guessed something was up. He was most disagreeable this morning but also very confused..

They have had the Dr in and with a lot of talk between a lot of professional's they have come to the conclusion that his liver and kidneys are barely working. ( Been Bad for a very long time).

He can't get rid of the fluid building up in his body. He has a rash from his feet to halfway up his back.

They have put a IV line in his shoulder giving him liquid diuretics. And popped a catheter in to help drain things off. It is the last option they have. If the fluid doesn't move he will drown. They are keeping him comfortable. And he is sleeping so I will go up tomorrow, once I have myself pulled together.

I will have to postpone my knee appointment, but that's not important at the mo.

Im to follow his wishes and not tell family.. A very staunch believer that if they can't visit him while he is alive, he doesn't want them there when he has or about to die.. It would make him very angry.

My Sister friend in Taranaki has exceptional ESP. I had just got off the phone from the Charge nurse and she rang. Her first words.. What's happened.?

This will make me sound "Sick". He has wanted to die for so long, Im actually somewhat happy for him. And dammed lucky Ive had him for 34ish years, when he had been given 3 months to live the day I met him. He has suffered so long, Im pleased he will finally be at rest.

Medication is what is killing people.